I sold computer systems for 17 companies from 1966 through the early 2000s.
I was fired once, had two companies go belly up, got caught in a buy out twice and the rest of the times quit for what I perceived to be a better opportunity {I was correct 10 times, missed on a couple}.
I made millions {blew a load of cash on greed and stupidity, no regrets} and still have the same Mrs. Alaska after 60+ years so it's all good.
My worries are for my Country but my Faith in God gives me peace, so a company's success or failure is such a small thing, that it's not worth much angst.
Seek peace in God and if you are a non-believer...good luck.
So you spent a lot of money on whiskey and wild women and the rest you just wasted?................