I hope you recover swiftly and as painlessly as possible. Also, please replace that P9 as it is not safe as a carry gun - reasons explained in my and others’ posts above, it isn’t drop safe at all.
Maybe consider a modern, safer polymer pistol?
Prayers done. I suggest You get a Ruger P Series.
Triple Safety: Sear disconnect, Firing Pin block, Decocker and Hammer block. Also ambidextrous thumb safety and mag release. DA/SA.
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Also, please replace that P9 as it is not safe as a carry gun
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Carve a notch in the grip, and put it up for sale.