Yep. It’s soul-crushing.
At this point the vast majority of music is written, produced and packaged by large companies.
They are products. They are meant to be sold. And make money.
By and large they are making the products that the majority of people want to buy.
Most of the music is also produced by cutting and pasting pre recorded samples/ loops on a computer and then adding in “real” vocals.
You have to delve deep. past the mass marketed pop stuff to find anything that is really new or interesting.