Long story short.
Pop was always sick. Great guy but heart attack, stroke etc.
Died when i was 14.
Mom was a nurse used to giving him meds.
Before i knew it i was at 5 doctors getting meds for who knows what? She needed a replacement.
Pill and doctor junkie until about 26.
Then I went cold turkey. Dumped all the “medicine”.
The next time I see a doctor will be when I wake up in the ER or something hurts so bad I give in an go to ER.
Hospitals are usually where people go to die.
Do to the link below and see if it describes what happened to you:
In third world countries, going to a hospital is a death sentence... the whole family goes with the patient crying
Wow, do you think your mom had some kind of muchausen by proxy syndrome? Glad you were able to escape that mindset.
Wow what a story! I hope you didn’t sustain too much damage over those years.