So very very sorry.
But you have been designated as the non-suvivor in your area.
You see when the attack comes those that have been labeled as counter attackers will be warned in time to get to shelter.
When the invading army sweeps in we will rise up and destroy them. But they might get suspicious if there are no bodies at all in the kill zone. So there are certain people picked to provide the debris and it sounds like you are one.
We will remember you.
Not personally you understand.
Just when we drink a toast to the red shirts you will be included.