We know how you feel, and it's cool.
It’s cooler than anything the devil can come up with, that’s for BLESSED sure.
The point is... have the patience that when you get passionate about something, the devil doesn’t just walk off with that. Let God into your passion! You might... no you WILL... be amazed what happens when you do.
That’s why the bible says be angry and do not sin. Get mad like God gets mad. The demons fly! But then angels come in and men are healed. It is so beautiful one could be moved to tears (and that’s not unmanly: Jesus wept).