Did your husband think of what would emotions and feelings you would have before he completed suicide?
Why yes, yes he did, which is why he called me right before he pulled the trigger. He apologized for what he was about to do, but he said that he knew I would understand. It was a most considerate suicide. He told me not to feel guilty, no blame, no shame and he thanked me for helping keep him here as long as he could stand it.