There is nothing for you to gain by posing questions. On one hand I don’t care if you agree with me or not. And on the other hand there is no argument you could make which would make your statement any less reprehensible than it is.
I suggest you hit the abuse button on yourself and get that post deleted. That would be the honorable thing to do.
So you couldn’t find anything that wasn’t true, yet you find the truth reprehensible.
Believe me I take absolutely no joy in making those statements, and I wish they were not so, but denying reality doesn’t help anybody - it only exacerbates the problem.