So you couldn’t find anything that wasn’t true, yet you find the truth reprehensible.
Believe me I take absolutely no joy in making those statements, and I wish they were not so, but denying reality doesn’t help anybody - it only exacerbates the problem.
You’re still trying to argue. It’s pointless. Your post is reprehensible.
I suggest you hit the abuse button on yourself and have your post deleted. That would be the honorable thing for you to do.