First find a reputable gun dealer then you must find something that you can handle. The Gun dealer should be able to find something to fit your hand and calculate the size and caliber you’d be able to habdle. Next if possible get to the range and get good instruction on handling your purchase. Then practice, practice, practice.
OK,We got lots of them.I’m in Pa.I am starting not to feel safe in my home when everyone is away and I don’t ever want to feel that again.