Full scale confession . . I took out my beloved elder cat Kitty. I was vetless at that time and took her to a vet that was recommended. I knew she was dying at such a fast rate I could not wrap my head around it. The thought of bringing her to a stranger to inject her to end her life was too much to bear. I gave her one half of xanax. I was with her until she took her last breath. I knew she was going that Tuesday morning. I left work early because I knew. She was my baby. No way in heck was I to allow a stranger to take her. I Laid with her washed her with a damp cloth. She only cried when I left her side. I still morn my Kitty. She was mean but loved me so. Lord I miss her.
I pray for you and all you all dear stays safe.