[POWERSBOOTHEFAN]

I wish I could rid myself of Bipolar Disorder by using prayer but the truth is I’m going to be on meds for the rest of my life.

I don’t know why I have it; I don’t know if anyone in my family had it.

But something went wrong somewhere. I’ve never been a happy person,especially since I was ridiculed in school from Pre-K all the way up to H.S.

The kids made my life a living hell. My life has been hard. Part of me wishes a slow,painful death upon these people (I know;it’s not very nice)

I’m sure my negative thoughts play a role in my disorder,but a chemical imbalance totally plays a role.

[fabian]

...”The kids made my life a living hell. My life has been hard. Part of me wishes a slow,painful death upon these people (I know;it’s not very nice)”..
That is what is causing your extreme mood swings. It is resentments, no matter how tiny. in your case, it has alot of them build up into anger..like most people. Unless you come to terms and have courage with these personal anger demons, you will need the meds, but they will only mask what will become evident once you pass into the spirit world. I hope you do not wait until it is too late, when God asks you why you did not at least try that calming Be Still exercise that you were advised too!