Yes I am a believer. Around that time, I became sort of a believer but I wasn’t firm with my belief. The funny thing was, I knew God was on my side when an orange cat just like the one my late father got me as a kid came around when I almost went to the other side. I also knew God was taking suggestions from one of his angels that day too.. );. I still miss him to this day. He was sort of the buffer against my mom’s emotional abuse.
Now I’m out of that house and I’ve moved into another ex cult member’s basement apartment. I’m still getting settled, but it’s been great for me.
Bless you my dear FRiend. Stay grounded and keep in contact with your FRiends on here. I have a daily prayer thread I can ping you to each morning. Just a simple devotional by Dr David Jeremiah.
Your furbaby was definitely a ‘gift’. Good luck to you in everything you pursue.