please explain.
There are various interpretations of your handle, and though I don’t know what one it truly represents, it can be seen as Panax (from Panacea, Apollo’s daughter) and Xanax (the potent benzodiazepine used to treat severe panic attacks. Or you can take the first part more directly as a near-homophone of “Panics.”
Maybe you are referring to ginseng or something else, but I think it’s an interesting match for this situation.