At least you admit it and that’s a start.
Yeah right!
Craig’s list isn’t so bad if you do it locally only. I would never put one on there if I couldn’t meet the person that was interested. I already have five dogs and three are rescues. At least I didn’t dump her at the dog pound or let her starve. I kept her for a year before giving her up. She had all her shots and was very well taken care of while I had her. She got a very good home or I would have kept her.