Thank you I appreciate that and you have possibly already changed my outlook for the better already.
I suspect I’m not the only person having this kind of a problem, many companies are close to shutting down and are working with a skeleton crew and are being forced to use personnel not adequately trained for that special job.
And out of fear of losing that job people will put themselves at risk, yes I could have been killed, and for what?
I feel sad that my whole life didn’t have something better to say for itself.
I am in the same situation, however my job is in a cubicle farm so my doing 3 jobs is not putting me in any physical danger. I suspect you are right about the physical jobs becoming more dangerous as employers tighten their labor budgets.
Just remember to keep your frontier spirit and you will find a better situation.
Good luck and maybe down the road you'll start your own concrete business or contract mixer work.
I feel sad that my whole life didnt have something better to say for itself.
Your life is what it has been. It is now, what you want it to be.