Fortunately your contempt and envy of the Church founded by Christ and continually guided by the Holy Spirit through Apostolic Tradition and Apostolic Succession has no relevance in the context of nearly 2000 years of being and remaining the greatest institution for good in the history of the world. In the big picture you are insignificant and inconsequential.
Nonsense. The Church allowed this criminally immoral condition to thrive under its nose. They were in fact complicit. They have surrendered any moral high ground. And your arrogance about purporting to know God’s view of me or any other soul does little to persuade one of your piety.
Keep on sleeping and dreaming. I hope you wake up to the truth some day.