It’s in my parish also, but I refuse to participate. I go because I am in the presence of Our Lord and that satisfies me. I go because I want to receive the Holy Eucharist and that connects me with our Lord Jesus Christ in the most personal way. Try it again, just focus on Christ on the Cross and what he did for you—it’s worth it!
Thanks for the encouragement. I just Googled “Latin Mass” and found where it is being done several Sundays a month in a city about an hour from where I live. I will try again in that setting.