Here is a safe alternative. Fine silver casting grain.
http://www.riogrande.com/MemberArea/ProductPage.aspx?assetname=100802&page=GRID&free_text|1233078643330=metal_2%2f27%2f2009&first_answer=73
Send them a cashiers check or credit card number and they will ship it to you insured. If you don’t use it, they will buy it back.
Seems to sell for several dollars an ounce over spot prices.