I don't do it for the money...I got into it and now I feel like I should see it through as best I can. It's sort of become a pet project for me, if that makes any sense. LOL
I'm taking a couple months' respite now. It's hard work and I needed a break. I intend to enjoy every minute of it.
While I can't understand exactly what you mean based on my own experiences, the part about the pet project makes sense. Iraq is a major battleground in a bigger war. If we win there, we come closer to winning the whole war. Our enemies have expended tremendous resources to make Iraq a loss for us. That expenditure makes our victory that much more valuable. Those who play a part in ensuring that we win will have played a big part in the events that shape the world and our country's place in the world. You are playing a part in something that will be a major historic event. If my life had put me in that kind of situation, I'd want to see the effort to a successful conclusion as well.
Enjoy your time off. You've earned your fun and the thanks of your fellow citizens.
Bill