Sorry to hear of the terrible experience you had with your mother.
I’m approaching the first anniversary of my oldest son’s death on a motorcycle. Just this past week I’ve been really feeling the loss. Because my marriage fell apart last year not long before he died, I put off grieving for my son just to get by. Now I’m starting to feel it. I can tell this will be a difficult time. And it’s right at my birthday, in Oct.
I’m going to get through it, but it’s not going to be easy.
Being single...boy it’s going to be hard. I don’t want ex back, we don’t even speak, I have a restraining order against him. but how will I do it? I don’t know.
There’s times that the pain just about knocks me over.