O my Jesus,
I contemplate your poor battered face as I see it in my heart,
Your hair sticky and wet from the blood beneath your crown,
your cheeks bruised and bloodstreaked,
your nose swollen.
I behold the King on his way to his betrothal,
in just those garments that show
the depth of your love,
how far you are willing to go
in pursuit of you bride,
what a bride price you are willing to pay
to dress her in the dazzling white you promised.
Let me contemplate this gift,
and not forget the pain throbbing through your body
because of me, and all like me,
brother and sister in our lack of holiness,
pain you bear willingly,
pain rooted in our lack of perfection,
and our turning away from your light,
pain rooted in our hunger for good twisted into things we should not want,
all braided together like the thorns you wear around your head.
How heavy this burden you carry
on that abused but precious head, O Lord,
and I, with all of mankind, heaped that burden on you,
hammered the thorns into your flesh,
mocked you for who you are,
King and Bridegroom for an unfaithful world.
What reparations could I make
that would make this reality go away?
Nothing.
But, pricked to the heart,
I offer you my tears,
and grief at the necessity,
and bowing before you,
offer you the little love I have,
my heart,
my abject sorrow,
and eternal thankfulness at your willingness to love.
Amen.
BTTT
"In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Master sitting on a throne—
High, exalted!—and the train of his robes filled the Temple.
Angel-seraphs hovered above him, each with six wings.
With two wings they covered their faces,
With two their feet, And with two they flew.
And they called back and forth one to the other,
"Holy, Holy, Holy is God-of-the-Angel-Armies.
His bright glory fills the whole earth."
The foundations trembled at the sound of the angel voices,
And then the whole house filled with smoke.
I said, "Doom! It's Doomsday! I'm as good as dead!
Every word I've ever spoken is tainted— blasphemous even!
And the people I live with talk the same way,
Using words that corrupt and desecrate.
And here I've looked God in the face!
The King! God-of-the-Angel-Armies!"
Then one of the angel-seraphs flew to me.
He held a live coal that he had taken with tongs from the altar.
He touched my mouth with the coal and said,
"Look. This coal has touched your lips.
Gone your guilt,
Your sins wiped out." (Is.6)
O God our King, how we Love you and Sing Your Praise!
You care for us, Your Kindness Rejoices our Hearts.
You Never Turn us Away,
All through the Mercies of Jesus Christ.
We Worship You, Your Majesty!
Thank You for Dying the Horrific Death we Deserved.
You Made me So Happy, God.
I Saw your Work,
And I Shouted for Joy.
How Magnificent Your Work, O God! (Ps.92:4)