"Re: the smoking
After a nights sleep I still really gave no desire to smoke. I'm just smoking out of spite.
Now THAT's nuts."
Nah, nuts is when you're hospitalized with pneumonia and sneak into the bathroom to have one. What are they gonna do, throw you out? Or, quit for a year and start again after saying NO to the urge appoximately 20,000 times! For anyone counting, that's 2 1/2 packs a day and I picked up this week again, right where I left off.
For all my illnesses, and harping by doctors, funny thing, not a single one disappeared when I quit, not even the addiction. Don't listen to what anyone says, if and when you're ever ready to quit, you will.