Hon, please try not to feel like a failure. Chalk it up to a risk taken that didn't pan out, and look forward to the next adventure. Happens to folks all the time. I know that doesn't make you feel better, right now, but it's just one thing in the grand scheme of life.
Yah, I know. Just doesn't help to read threads where folks call anyone who can't get SOME sort of job in a matter of days losers and lazy bums and leeches and such like.
But in a few months, it may all be past memory! And honestly, without this year, I wouldn't have been ready to move anywhere else. I guess I can think of it as another boot camp in life. ;-)