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True. It should not be rushed. "John Wayne it?"

Old expression for rushing things while not looking ahead or more commonly charging reckless with disregard to danger. Like when my buddy has his PC charge some bad guys I set up, they could be shooting at him with a whole load of M-16's and M-60's yet my buddy still takes the chance and charges, I alwaus say, "ain't you 'John Wayne-ing it a bit?" One time I tried my utmost to shoot him with the bad guys I set up in one game, just to teach him a lesson, but he kept having lucky die rolls. B-(

Dang sorry to hear about the dialysis.

It is a hard life to have but there have been many people who have survived on it for decades even. She is 60 years old.

I do not see what he would have against against American girls.

Well, he thinks American girls are too selfish and out for the money and "the bling." I do have to agree with him on some points, well, the ones he ran into were like that, but I know there are other girls here that are not like that. Again, I think in his desire to rush things, he met this girl online from Canada. I do have one dilemma though, she had Hepatitis C up there, she was treated for it. There is a new treatment from what I heard that if it is used and caught in time, they can cure it with an anti-viral drug but she still has to make one last test to make sure. She hasn't told him yet but told me and told me not to tell him. I'm going to have to reveal that to him for the sake of his health although my mom says she will tell him. She, his girlfriend, told me this online and mom read it on the screen with me since we were reckoning our bank account. Her family siutation is not good plus it seems like she has trouble holding down jobs so ther are times I do wonder if she sees my friend as her escape hatch and meal ticket. If so, he shouldn't complain about American girls, Canadian ones can be just as bad. B-) B-P

I pray to be led t her or her to be led to me to but it never has happened :(

It takes time, heck, getting my better job was easy compared to this but I had to slay a few economic dragons before I can totally commit myself for looking for the right one, maybe this is God's way of telling me to "hold it until you are ready." Guys in their 50's like Bill O'Reilly married late to younger spouses and have small kids. My great-great uncle who was a Russian Jew that came to America married a 16, 17 or 18 year old gil while he himself was 40, 45 or 50. He was a member of the Jewish community over here and much like "Fiddler on the Roof," a matchmaker matched them up. Before that, he did get into some hot water, he was charged with bigamy when he was younger but he got his act cleaned up. From what my grandmother (his niece) says, he was a somewhat famous violinist, even had a Stradavarius at one time, and even had his one radio show in New York City for a while on WABC.

Well, if there is hope for Bill O'Reilly and my "Fiddler of the Roof" great-great uncle, well, I think there is hope for me and that keeps me chugging and asking God for His help.

Yeah it sure is hard not to. Especially when you are completely alone.

Wow. I never knew that it was possible to survive so long on that.

If so, he shouldn't complain about American girls, Canadian ones can be just as bad. B-) B-P

I have nothing against girls from either country, but I agree.

Guys in their 50's like Bill O'Reilly married late to younger spouses and have small kids.

Yes. It seems young men like us are undesirable *sigh*

I am losing my faith to be honest.