LOL! You're a peach and I don't feel a bit self-conscious around you guys...even when I met you in person, I felt completely at ease.
I think I'm just shy, believe it or not...underneath it all.
Hey, Matthew asked me the other day (when we were re-organizing the support group) why I didn't lead the group. I told him the truth...that I don't have enough self-confidence, that a leader needs to be decisive and I'm constantly doubting myself. He said "I could be a leader." I said I knew he could.
Then he said "I wanna be a dictator." then roared with laughter!
Hmm, so I have competition for the role of Evil Overlord?