LOL!!
Honestly, I have a great support system. God, and my church family...
It is lonely.... sometimes it bugs me-- but then when I decide on Thursday that I am driving to Florida for the weekend, have no idea where I am going to stay-- rush to get soemone for keep the kids, etc-- I think- LOL!! Good thing I am not married-- who would put up with this?
And I would hate note being able to move or act when I feel called to...
Then the next weekend I went again- and this time stayed with another blogger-- LOL! only knew her via internet... a man in my life would have "WORRIED" himself and ME too death.. Maybe I am a little too independent for a man-- He would have to be a STRONG man to put up with me!
I have overcome things- but I have not had to experience the loss of a child-- I am NOT THAT STRONG!
I am very blessed...
They say that its the worst pain you can ever experience. I must agree.
Alost 70% of couples who lose a child divorce within 5 years. I think we're going to make it.
I do miss jumping in the car for an adventure. I miss HOTLANTA!
My hubby worries all the time. The stuff I used to get into. some things would scare you badly. I've trimed most of that out because of Miranda.
I don't want my hubby to have to tell her that mommy was tortured to death by a hate group. Too much underground criminal activity.
I've moved to tamer pastures.