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I just finished this poem in honor of my dad:
The Catcher
Astride the soft memory of a muse cardinal fluttering to move the dawn,
He moves His shoulders toward the wavy heat of newness through a smoky window pane.
As I move small fingers across the time to peer into the knowable unknowable
watching a monumental shadow stand and fall;
rise and lean into the wind carrying me in his pocket,
its almost a mirror with frozen eyes and days immovable through a fog of years.
The Catcher would throw the ball up, up, up
and it disappeared into the light blue brightness on the catapult of His immeasurable Might.
And it was gone;
In some timeless orbit,
a memory indefinable and impossible to prove.
When it fell, a motionless solitary shadow tiny in its irrelevance, but growing, growing
I would squeal and run under it,
surprised the Catcher knew all along
it would return and fall into my glove as He had promised.
When He flew, and the shaving cream pillows of day
skirted against the unspeakable blue purity of light,
I slept secure hugging my pillow,
safe from all in my closet.
He left home too soon,
to fight communists and dreams and his fathers past.
Alone in the crowded, vast blue machine,
He walked through the door of my solace;
and we ate sandwiches and talked of baseball and the frail freshness of a moth on a new summer morning.
I would stare at Him,
a giant, inscrutable and warm;
tough and flexible.
A Power beyond my grasp or understanding animated His goodness, and His loss.
When I looked up, He was gone;
and the curtains in the room fluttered with the breeze of his leaving.
When The Catcher moved slowly against the wind,
I stumbled, and the mighty shadow stumbled, too:
Then, I lost Him.
Then the words said nothing I wanted them to say.
And the jumble of mumbles incoherent
painted the walls of my solitary.