Yep, I agree. I just thought it'd be simpler to write the less complicated sort.
Fortunately or unfortunately, my story thought better of it, and is trying to break it to my character that love isn't something you necessarily find where or when or how you'd expect it.
And it's hard to write!
Perhaps you should try writing something else for just a while? Maybe sneak up on the romance.
I'm going to post more of mine soon and I hope you'll share, too.