Gah! I hate the days when I'm totally moody, and today is one of 'em AND we're supposed to practice for the gig on Saturday, which we have not had ONE practice for or picked a setlist, and now I find all but two siblings have backed out, and we aren't the ones that have usually played as a trio, so I'm mightily cranky right now. On the bright side, with only three of us the pay will be a bit better, but if we're a failure...we won't get asked back. *sigh* Can't win.
Also feeling depressed about something stooopid, which is that today when we were on break, one of the guys in the training started talking to another woman about how she looks great and has lost so much weight, and how did she do that? Now...I know she has lost some, but she right away said it hadn't been that much, and she was surprised he noticed. Meanwhile I was just in front of them and afraid to join in the conversation much since apparently he hasn't noticed I've lost quite a bit...I guess I didn't really want recognition, but then again, maybe I wouldn't mind. I'm not THIN yet, but by gosh I'm thinner! Wish just ONE person would notice.
But I'm up some from my lowest weight, probably from cheating on birthdays and vacation and 'cause I haven't been exercising AS often...so I'm feeling like a blimp. Funny how some days you feel SO slender even when you know you have a ways to go...other days, not so.
Yep, I feel down too. Well, I am up from where I should be, that helps, and I'm sick... sorry about the music. I'll bet you'll be brilliant, though.
Maybe the guy was just trying to hit on the other woman?
I vary quite a bit in how much water I am carryin' around from day to day.
"Funny how some days you feel SO slender even when you know you have a ways to go...other days, not so."
Yeah, I have days where I go through that, too. It seems to have to do more with my mood than anything. I can look in the mirror some days and say, "I look fitter today," then other days I'll look at the same image and say, "I need to exercise more!" I've also noticed I feel better if I look in the mirror right after I exercise versus other times of the day.