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Good evening!

Actually, I just sneaked a look at the computer clock and it's after midnight, so happy Tuesday morning... from the girl more than a dozen hours ahead of the USA, who always seems one step behind.

I guess it's winter coming on (as well as the six-month anniversary of Chris/TrappedInLiberalHell's death), but inside, I feel like I'm dragging around a weight in my heart that will never lift.

Can the dead hear us?

I understand what you did, my friend,
Although it still breaks my heart.
The six months since you passed away
Have torn my soul apart.

Your friends and family, near and far
Still miss your wit and humour
As I did, when I read FR
And your silence gave rise to rumour.

I loved you, but I feared you, Chris
You caught - and broke - my heart
But sometimes now you come in dreams
- Will we always be apart?

So much I need to tell you
So much I left too late
So, if there is an afterlife
Wait for me, near the gate.

Kangaroo Jacqui, 25th May 2004