I don't think it's real angst if you can talk yourself out of it in two paragraphs :) Hmmm--this is kind of the opposite problem to that faced by Stimpy in the episode where he was trying to teach Ren how to be happy. He eventually forced him to be happy by making him wear a Happy Helmet that beamed electrical impulses into his head. Maybe we need an Unhappy Helmet for you. . .
I don't think it's real angst if you can talk yourself out of it in two paragraphs :) Eh, it's all I've got to work with. The darkness of my soul is really more of a washed-out gray.
Ugh. Funerals are painful. However the sun is shining for the first time in a whole week.