Do you even believe in a ‘god’?
I may not believe in God in precisely the way that you do, but I have full conviction that God exists, that there is a meaningful ‘First Cause’ behind the Universe, and that my very life and existence come only from Him.
(I don’t belong to any Church, and I’m not a deeply ‘doctrinaire’ individual. I guess I know too much about history and the failures of human nature.)