No, you're dead wrong when you say that if I can't go forever that must mean I'm addicted...I know what addiction is all about, thanx to nicotine. The absence of pot has no effects on me whatsoever. Somethines I go w/o 'cuz I WANT TO; other times, the supply isn't there. But it makes me no difference, 'cuz I'll be alright w/ it or w/o it (but if I had my drithers, I'd rather be w/ it, just like having pecan pie or something else like that which I love).
Comparing it to pecan pie is insanity. They obviously aren't both the same intoxication effect. It appears the drug THC has severely altered your ability to think.
I'll pray for you, it's very sad to see people like this. I hope God will guide you away from this and towards his light.