Comparing it to pecan pie is insanity. They obviously aren't both the same intoxication effect. It appears the drug THC has severely altered your ability to think.
I'll pray for you, it's very sad to see people like this. I hope God will guide you away from this and towards his light.
I can't believe you would say that it's hampered my ability to think! That's outrageous. I know good & well what my own experiences are, & how to deal w/ them. But believe what you want...I doubt if I'll be able to change your mind any more than you'll be able to change mine.