Oh, man. So sad losing our good friends. So sorry. :^(
he was a good kid.
this really sucks.
I have no words.
I see him every time I blink.
thrashing and throwing blood.
jaw and muzzle crushed and flayed to the bone.
ribcage dished in.
I relive vaulting my fence.
I see my boot on his shoulder.
I see my knife in his head.
I see his shudders cease.
I have no words.
I have no words.
I have no words to exorcise these images.
the pain just grows.
I have no words.