Species ... this is a classic example of having to let something go, if you want to pick something up ...
If I still had my business, my gardens would be dead ... for the heat and lack of rain. But I have been able to baby them ... and it's been fun to garden just for me. In addition ... I've rediscovered that special kind of peace which can only be found when working your own little corner of the earth. *grins*
Plus ... there is a very real chance that Ehrlich will be my next Gov.! HA!