No, I don't read minds. And don't try to hide behind "I didn't mean that."
Well now you DO know what I meant.
I listened to a whole lot of this trial. I heard all the testimony as to what a good and loving mother she had been - I didn’t hear a single word against her from the people who knew her best and observed her the closest. I heard about the lousy medical care - much of it not even in person - that she received, and the long list of constantly changing drugs, almost ALL of which carry warnings of homicidal and suicidal ideation.
There’s no way I could have found her guilty beyond reasonable doubt. I would have found not guilty due to insanity, or whatever is the Massachusetts equivalent. That’s the only HONEST conclusion I could come to had I been on that jury.