Hell no I’m not perfect but it’s murder. It’s not like telling a lie or drinking too much. Talking about taking someone’s life.
I know.
It’s murder. And rape. And pedophilia.
And those are horrible.
God will forgive any sin to the truly repentant. For which I am most grateful.
See Matthew 12:31-32, for example.
True repentance is for God to judge, not for us to judge. And God cannot be fooled.