I’ll find out for sure about my after life, if any, after I die. In the mean time I’ll live my current life the best I know how (with a couple of sins here and there 😊).
The thing I have a lot of trouble believing is that God is really all that concerned about whether I believe he exists or not. Is he really that insecure?
I couldn’t care less if an amoeba believes whether I exist!
If you look into it, you will find that that isn't the way it works.
The Christian message is that our world has fallen into self-destruction and needs a savior to rescue those who want to be rescued. That faith presents a body of evidence that such a Savior has been provided.
It is difficult if not impossible to reach a conclusion as to the accuracy of this claim without analyzing it.
One thing is certain. You will die. And then you will learn the truth.
Unfortunately, the body of evidence Christianity presents indicates that at that point, it will be too late to embrace your Savior.
Just little details, of course. Nothing to worry about...but where you spend eternity.
Maybe it is just nonsense. But how will you know unless you take the time and diligent effort to disprove it.
As an aside, people on their deathbeds aren't usually jovial and dismissive of this decision. Those who are dismissive are only those who think it won't happen to them (dying that is).
Do your homework. Your eternal life hangs in the balance.
And the flip side of that coin is:
The thing aquila48 has a lot of trouble believing is that God is really all that concerned about whether GOD cares about him. Is aquila48 really that sure?