I have no idea what you’re getting at.
I asked a simple question. Is your almighty God really so insecure that he worries about whether puny little ol’ me believes whether or not he exist. And if I happen not to believe then he’ll get really mad and fry me in hell. That’s how your “all loving” God behaves?
Sounds more like a vengeful juvenile, doesn’t it?
Do you spend any time worrying or getting pissed off that some amoeba may not believe you exist?
Obedience or punishment.
That is how trauma based mind control works.
That is the classic wife beater sociopath.
“I really love you but if you do not obey my laws I will burn you down....You may be too stupid to learn quickly but eventually you will figure it out...”
He worries about you because he loves you. That’s not insecurity, is it?
Who has described Him in this limited manner?
My GOD is omnipotent, and HE can do with you whatever the hell HE wants to!
And, wHat HE wants, is for ALL men to come to repentance.
https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/2%20Peter%203%3A9
So many times it is a series of small things that tend to build over time until one day they all seem to mesh together into something you cannot resist seeking more information about.
Please do not get too upset with many of us here on FR that are impatient with unbelievers. We've tended to forget the path(s) that we took getting to this point.
Most of us are old coots by now, signing on to this ride with Jim over 20 years ago.
And when I say old, I mean OLD!