It is tough. A friend of mine chose “death with dignity” in Oregon. He was in severe pain with incurable cancer and decided to take the drug cocktail which killed him. Is it suicide if he decided it with a clear mind knowing full well he would suffer a very painful death? Are we obligated by God to suffer physical a debilitating pain knowing the only relief we will have is be ending this life? I don’t know. Was it suicide for the people to jump out of the twin towers on 9-11-2001 rather than burn to death? Were they obligated to face the fire and burn to death? This is a philosophical and religious discussion above my pay grade.
As for the cost.... Just go for a drive in Chicago or Baltimore.
“This thing is from Me.”
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Downtown; at night