I think I’ve said before that I believe I’m forgiven as I believe in my Lord & Saviour Jesus who sacrificed and bled for me and all of mankind that we might be saved.
Yet I’m often wracked with guilt that I can’t be less of a sinner and I basically helped cause him into that measure to save his creation from itself.
Paul said he was frustrated that the things he didn’t want to do, he did, and vice versa.