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I got to say that this child trauma and memories that haunt us is very similar to the PTSD that I see in many vets. In fact it is the same.

I have seen healing of PTSD in a very dramatic way and it is not thru meds or therapy, if you know what I mean. It is a spirit that enters the person that torments them. I had the same thing happen when I was 5. Didn't realize where my anger and rage came from until I was 55.

I went to a seminar called Cleansing Streams which had to deal with strongholds in our live that we couldn't shake. I asked God where this anger came from and He showed me that it came into me while I was being punished excessively. Realizing my father wouldn't stop I decided to hate him. That nite I literally saw a spirit in the room hovering in the corner. I then realized that this is when that spirit entered me because I had cursed my father in my mind. Well suddenly I had to pee, so I went into a remote restroom and when I went to wash my hands I looked in the mirror and saw rage in my eyes, weird, I wasn't angry. I then realized it was the spirit of anger that was pissed because God exposed him to me. I became angry at it and renounced it, told it that I hated it and it was not my friend and commanded it to leave. It did. Strange story but true.

So what I am saying is that we are more than physical creatures, we are spiritual too. So the cure for some of these haunting memories can only come from God cause some things we can not shake by just thinking them through.

Thanks for your insight and sharing. Mirrors not only reflex ourselves but another people.

I hesitate but I'm going to share something that happened to me. While at home I went into my half bath to fix my hair and as I looked in the mirror there stood a man. He had a white shirt,beard,hat..at the time I took him to be Amish. Being somewhat scared because of the small space and he was in my door frame area. I looked down at the sink in hopes he would be gone when I looked up again. And he was.

I have only my husband to talk to because people who have never experienced seeing other people can not deal with me. My husband of 56 years is actually getting quite sweet when I tell him my life..lol

My pastors who sadly I don't see anyone or not frequently. Makes me question why I need them if they can't understand people see angels especially when dying. A few months ago one of the pastors came to the house because I wasn't attending church. I told him I think God has come down to hand over David's key that opens all doors to us. There's so much evil that he felt it was time to hand over the key to help us win over the evil. Needless to say it didn't go well.

So norsky I think our train has many of God's helpers here with special heavenly talents that need to be shared. After all..look at our latest post. We are connected by the grace of God.

Good to hear that you have healed or are still healing from all that anger you had. I do get angry at times but I have never been one to hold onto that anger.

2:42:15 AM. I see you were up very late. I hope you get LOTS of sleep in today.

Finally we are getting a few showers and it is cooling down now.

Take Care