I would prefer a partner for companionship, but I feel like it’s too late for me.
I’m too scarred emotionally to ever let my guard down again.
But on the plus side, I feel better without that ex-person screwing with my head and heart.
I’ve definitely got more money now that she isn’t pissing it away. And two sons who I love and who love me.
Well without knowing your age, you never know!
If i ever got in the unlikely position of being able to find a new mate, im like u in that i would not want to let my guard down. By the same token im not so sure i would want to inflict myself on someone else cause im not ez to deal with myself. I took a personality test and it seemed dead on...
Conclusion...im a complex person!