Oh my, sorry to hear of your stress and troubles.
Please keep the faith, God never gives us more than we can handle.
I know it seems like a lot at times. This too will pass.
And please do not forget to count all your blessings, no matter how small. You will find your blessings will outweigh your troubles.
Praying for you.
Hugs.
When we have more than we can handle, God promises to walk through it with us and sustain us. Personally, there is nothing I can handle well apart from dependence on God. Still I have to be reminded of my own inadequacy. May you lean into the Lord and trust Him.