Me, too, but mostly because of what's IN my head not the size of it. I did a lot of stupid things in my youth. It's a wonder I'm still alive!................
Obviously the same factor here. I can’t tell you the number of stupid and risky things that I did that caused numerous life threatening situations. The same reckless patterns of behavior persisted until I was well into my 50s. This situation was exacerbated by both my career and my “hobbies”. Standing at the edge of a cliff strapped to a hang glider waiting for the right winds... I would get impatient and just jump anyway. Looking back I feel that every day that I have left is a gift God.
Every new day is a gift from God that I do not really deserve.