Diary of Rutherford B. Hayes, May, 19, 1861 (“We find a good deal of difficulty in getting new companies or regiments accepted for the war, but we shall persevere.”)
https://civilwarnotebook.blogspot.com/2014/05/diary-of-rutherford-b-hayes-may-19-1861.html
Private Daniel L. Ambrose: May 19, 1861 (“On the nineteenth of May, private Harvey, of Company A, died—the first death in the regiment. The first soldier in the first regiment to offer his life for the flag and freedom.”)
https://civilwarnotebook.blogspot.com/2019/12/private-daniel-l-ambrose-may-19-1861.html
Diary of William Howard Russell: May 19, 1861 (Russell visits an immigrant German merchant of Montgomery, and describes the flora on the grounds of that man’s property.)
https://civilwarnotebook.blogspot.com/2016/06/diary-of-william-howard-russell-may-19.html
Lieutenant-Colonel John T. L. Preston to Margaret Junkin Preston, May 19, 1861 (Officer on Col. Jackson’s staff has been reconnoitering positions around Harper’s Ferry.)
https://civilwarnotebook.blogspot.com/2015/02/lieutenant-colonel-john-t-l-preston-to_10.html
Diary of John Beauchamp Jones: May 19, 1861 (Jones gets a job working for Secretary of War Leroy Porter.)
https://civilwarnotebook.blogspot.com/2015/01/diary-of-john-beauchamp-jones-may-19.html
Both sides are woefully unprepared for a major war and the South is moving its Capital. Eventually, they'll get to the bloodletting.