Interesting article here re: The making of the Passion of Christ, Caviezel’s injuries while making it, and a proposed sequel.
https://www.foxnews.com/media/passion-of-the-christ-mistake-final-cut
also, (I haven’t been there in awhile) but you can get a Mass here: https://www.ewtn.com/tv/
Not sure if they still do Mass on TV
I was hooked on Mother Angelica for a time. Got back into the rosary for a time.
I’m a walk away Pre Vatican II Roman Catholic. Maybe that will change someday.
Prayers up for you.
Go to a Latin Mass parish.