“I know I’m in a state of grace. I hope always to be.”
Candidly, I doubt any human knows the depth of their sin - omission as well as commission.
Either Christ paid for it all or none.
Either you have given up on personal merit, works, rituals, etc., or you have not.
Either you have entrusted yourself to Him alone for salvation, or you are trusting something else.
As a result, you are either saved, or you are not.
I know Him, know my own sin, accepted His sacrifice alone, exercised saving faith in Him, am saved, am sealed, am the recipient of His imputed righteousness, and am saved.
I wish you the same.
A state of probationary grace sucks.
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I think Paul had a clue.
He indicates such in 1 Timothy chapter one.